Socks are LIFE

Artist: Jun

I had a dream.. 2 I think? It's interesting because I don't dream a lot, and when I do it's something mundane like that one dream where I was in elementary school but my desk and chair were too big for me and I couldn't look past them to see the board ;_;. I don't have problems with my height but that dream is telling me something...
No, it wasn't that sorta thing though lololo.
In my dream I think I was a bird. I was flying above a car-congested highway and people were trying to climb on to of their cars or run because everything was flooding. Tsunamis too? Was I seeing the end of the world?! Doesn't matter because I was in the sky and I didn't give a shit because it was all good up there :3. Next dream I was living with Daphne or something. Ahahahaha so funny. I was ready to go to school and kept looking at the clock to check if I were late. Then I realized that I was still in my pajamas... But the first thing I went to look for was socks, and all of them were wet. So I was panicking and confused as to what I was going to do next, OMG NO SOCKS. Not sure why I didn't think about wearing sandals or flats or anything that doesn't usually require socks haha. I woke up around there I think.
Upon waking up, the first thing I did was check my desk and I found a pile of DRY SOCKS. THANK GOD THEY WERE DRY.
Moral of my dream:

Socks are important, don't forget them, EVER.

Turtle butt.

Cyu tomorrow I think...

Lazy Wednesday/Thursday

Look at dem colours. Artist: Tsujiki

Maybe I'll blog every other day. Or something like that... I took a nap yesterday. First nap of the school year, hooray! Once you nap you can't GO BACK. Every time I take a nap I wake up feeling confused and horrible and crazy. Like I get up and realize I didn't do my homework or chores and all that stufs. I run around the house shouting in anxiety and pacing until I realize that I still haven't done my homework. This is why I avoid taking naps. At the same time, at the moment before deciding to UNEXPECTEDLY FALL ASLEEP ANYWHERE, you're too tired to giv'a'shit.


^9/21/11^
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I wrote that yesterday and I'm continuing right after taking a nap. Friday naps are a ritual. Though in this case it's a Thurs because we don't have school tomorrow HOOOOORAYYYYY! 
Going back to sleep now, bye.

Cyu...

Sometime soon.

Autumn is Cool, But Don't Play in Leaves

It's autumn, everyone put your sandals away!! Artist: Jun

Aww yeah shaking hands, bumping fists, hi-fiving 'n all that jazz with Autumn right now. The leaves should be crispy underfoot around this time. September is just before it gets dark really early and I bolt out of school once the bell rings. Shit, it is SCARY going home around 4-5 because the sun is already down. Reminds me of this time I was being stupid and forgot my umbrella so I went to my friend's house from 3-5, forgetting that I would have to bus and walk home in the rain anyways with the thought that a murderous stranger could be following me the entire way. Shut up, you're this paranoid too >_>. 
What? You really want to hear about my school day, today, this day? Ok. Schedule revamping. Nothing changed. I have decided to swallow my fate and bear with it. If I can't get my language class, so be it. If I have to take guitar, SO DAMN BE IT FFFFFFF... I'll be getting a new math teacher, that's sad :(. Mr. Chan laughed my joke today and I felt like I accomplished something. I wrote it myself, so it's probably really good.

What did the Jewish clam say?

...WAIT FOR IT...

DID YOU GUESS YET?...

OK.

MUSSELTOV.

D'OWWWWWWWWWWWHAWHAWHAW, SO FUNNY ^O^~ I don't think it's that bad :<. I napped for what seemed like 5 hours today but was just in time for dinner. MAGIC! Today I went to Daphne's house before realizing that I had a juice box in my lunch bag which I left at school ;(. Then I went back to school to realize that THERE WAS NO JUICE BOX IN MY LUNCH BAG. Then I played monopoly and went to jail twice and had to pay off money where ever I stopped. Daphne playing Trauma Center is traumatic because if Daphne cuts me open I'm better off dead :(. <UNRELATED>
I gotta write an essay and do math homework this weekend so bye, Y'ALL.

CYU.

A Young Person's Worries

More Amemura. Background is too! Artist : Amemura

We are afraid of the future. We are afraid of the outcomes that we can barely foresee. So we choose to live day-by-day, focusing on what can be seen and done, the present. For me, future is a big deal, and maybe the most confusing part of me. Should I follow those childhood dreams that have always lingered back there or do what everyone wants? Whenever I think about my future I come to the conclusion that I'm young and have lots of time to think. But just how much more time do I have..? Feeling overly worried since I'm half through high school. This is nothing in life but a big deal for someone like me :(. Especially when you have those people who have careers that they've already decided and thought out. Where do you guys get the time to do that?? Pressure is tough in school too eh. When you're in an environment with so many people you run out of space to develop yourself and end up mashing into others. Now commencing self pity non-rant :(.
I thought of this after taking business.. Maybe I'm taking this to seriously, but I never thought twice about people joining a class like that with the intention of seeing it as a career eye-opener. I guess that's just how you feel in school since you take so many courses just because they seem fun or your friends are doing it. *COUGH* Anyways, there's nothing wrong with taking fun courses and doing that kinda stuff right now because future and adulthood aren't about fun :(. No fun and games, just work and stuff. When people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up I wouldn't say much, shrug it off and say that I'll think about it later. But whenever I do think about it, my conclusion has always been that as long as it's a job that I enjoy, it'll be a worthwhile one. Dear future-self, please have a career that you enjoy ;_;.
Enough for today, I've gotten so boring that I just go to my friends house to sleep and play with glasses :<. Too much napping today so I won't be able to sleep. DAMN THISSSSSSS......

Rele..vant?  Artist: Monoyuu

Cyu laters.

Online Dating

....Itsa bear. Artist: Nomiya

Lately I've been having troubles sleeping. And inevitably this has made lots of time for me to rethink things and wonder if it really is too late for me now. I glance at the clock before checking the kids' bedrooms to see if they're fully asleep. It's 1AM right now, what should I do? After a long day of work along with taking care of these three hyperactive children I should try to get some rest... Is what I'd like to think, but before I knew it I had turned to the computer to look for some, er, love I guess. This online dating thing has been making the news lately and since I have so much time it doesn't seem like half a bad idea. Hm.., Done basic registration, now for a biography and a picture. From looking at myself in the mirror, I don't seem that old for 35 at all! Aside from the dark eye circles that came with my lack of sleep, I had that wild unkempt facial hair that the ladies loved. My hair didn't seem all that thin from this angle either. I sighed as I shook my head. The more I think about this the more I feel like an old man. I mean, what are all these young people doing on these dating sites? They aren't the ones with kids or full-time jobs or even the lingering thought that divorce wasn't the only choice. Ah well, now isn't the time for complaining. First I should be looking for a picture. I searched in various drawers and odd compartments before I found a small 3" by 2" photo booth picture I took a few years back. It's a little old but I don't have a camera at the moment so it should be fine. I haven't aged that drastically anyways. I proceeded to scan the picture while I went on with the biography. "35 years old, 2 years divorced, single father with 3 children." Ahh, how could I make any of this sound more convincing or romantic?!
"WIEAHAEEEEAAAAAAAAA!!" A high-pitched scream echoed behind me. Was she having nightmares again? I ran at a speed that my kids would only compare to a superhero's, but by the time I made it to her room she was back to sleeping soundly. False alarm perhaps? Seeing that peaceful face was so reassuring. At times like these I wonder why there are people desiring wealth and power when something as simple as this can be so relieving. Maybe I'm better off like this for now. After all, this kind of love is fine too.

3 DAYS UNTIL SCHOOL

Ahhhhhhhhhhh I'm so tired. Back story to this: Daphne asked me for a topic to write and I said "35 year old divorced man with 3 kids lookin' for love". While she didn't use my BRILLIANT IDEA I decided to write in his POV.. Not sure if this is any good but it was interesting to write and I have nothing else to say for today so yeah, if you read it I'm glad you enjoyed it (hopefully..) and have a nice day.

On a weirder end-note..

Hm? Nothing wrong here... SHALL WE ENHANCE?!?.. *ENHANCE*!

...I have no idea when I wrote this nor the memory of writing it, but it is clearly my writing and something I would do. I noticed this while I was standing on my bed (walking around while I am on the phone). My reaction when I found it: O_o?????

Goodnight, World!

Subconscious Crater

Nature stuff yup. Artist: Koyori

We are always trying to fill this empty space in ourselves. And we ask ourselves "when did that shallow dent turn into a gaping hole?" I think things don't exist until we pay attention to them. That person you like didn't exist before you started noticing them. Sadness and anger didn't exist either, until you paid attention to them. In that sense, if you don't think about something long enough, it disappears! No, I'm not saying that locking yourself up will make you forget about the universe and all its sorrows (though others will forget you ); ), but it's interesting how this works. That empty space that you've been trying to fill-in all of your life could have always felt like it was there since the beginning.. Or it could just be a temporary once in a while thing. You could be filling in the hole without knowing it, or trying to stuff whatever fits into it.
When you're absorbed in something you can't think about problems like that (and the hole disappears!). I wonder if that's how workaholics feel. Work yourself until you forget about your troubles, debt, depression, desires. This is getting kinda gloomy, eh? :( Just wanted to take some time off counting down school days. Pondering is easier done than story-telling too.
Here's some ED shuffle music:

Avishai Cohen- Calm
Good stuff. Serious music for serious post. The album Continuo (which the song is from) is his best album in my opinion :).

This is too cute for me to ignore ;_;. Artist: Kodama

See you tomorrow~

Quantum Physics, Environmental Care, and Inspiration

Duu du dudupdupu.. Artist: Tsujiki

Lucky number seven, weekend's seven, seven o'clock TV's seven, July's seven. I love the number seven, it just sounds so pleasant, even the letters look balanced nicely. It was just that day that made me think. I was running down the stairs without a care, what was I rushing for again? I don't think it was important enough for me to remember, but the next thing I knew, I awoke to a white ceiling. Clouds? Was I in heaven? Turns out I had tripped down the stairs and miraculously survived with seven fractured bones. Though all I could manage to think about now was whether my luck had doubled or divided.

7 DAY UNTIL SCHOOL

or something....

Uhhhhh.. Where do I start? Writing.. Didn't magically get better.. :( A week until school, haven't gotten my schedule stuff that everyone is talking about. Summer feels like it should go on forever, it's been so long since school and I'm sick of talking about this. Reading about someone nag on about school is ok to read from one person or two but this is just redundant. Filler talk is filler talk ;_;. Watching live streams while I cry over how bad my story idea was today. Read about quantum physics, I think I understand it less than I know that I understand it.
I talked to my mom and dad about this a while ago but: the only people who can afford to think about how a third-world country is doing or how plastic is bad for the environment are the well-off people with time. So basically only people that have lots of time will use that time to give a shit about this and that. The people in the bad situations (omg think about the feral sea-cats) are so absorbed in their shit that they shouldn't be concerned in stuff like which package used of more recycled material than the other.


In more useless news I've slacked on the bass practice this summer and neglected my duties for too long. Summer was the time when I started back in 200..9? Because I had too much time and decided to pick up something new. It was a budding love that continued until grade 9 crashed on me with work*COUGH* and projects*COUGH*. I think playing in a band was a big boost though, playing with others really improves your playing too overall. That and I was able to play while standing for 3 months or so (standing is tough, eh). This summer, gaming took up this empty hole and now I guess I've renewed my love for this beautiful 45-stringed instrument. I will do my best this year (too). Not sure if band is willing to band around this year though. We shall see. 

So motivational. I made my own picture because I'm also an artist.. :)

Been trying my best for mediocrity since 2010,

See you.

Empty Bottle

.....Running out of sky pictures soon ;(. Artist: Tsujiki

8 DAYS UNTIL SCHOOL

Much less to say than I did yesterday, creative juices aren't running.. Isn't it weird that I have eaten pizza so many times yet when I eat pizza flavoured pringles I can't tell if they're pizza flavoured?!? Setting my alarm clock to 12PM in hopes that I can wake up in time for school.

I beat the bosses!

And rode a turtle!

Hoping I can write something tomorrow :<.

See you soon.

Summer's Tears

Sunset scenery goodness from 108!. Artist: 108

"I don't think it's been going that well for the past while." Oh no, here it comes. "You know, um.. About us dating and all. I'm really sorry, really." If you can make the effort to say sorry why are you breaking up with me? "Sorry. Uh, I..." "It's alright. You don't have to come over and pick up your stuff, I'll drop it off at your house tomorrow." I turned around before I could completely see his face in response to how calmly I took it all. 4 months was the limit for this one.
 At this point, the tears should have started coming down... If I hadn't been through this nine times. If being dumped nine times has taught me anything, it is to just give up by now. But there's nothing wrong about a little hope for the future, right?

9 DAYS UNTIL SCHOOL

Hmm.. Almost at 7 days, aren't we.. Every time I write one of these they get longer and harder to cut off (excuse my awkward writing with minimal planning lol). I want to continue with it but it'll end up being an even higher wall that I won't be able to climb.. I was never a good rock climber anyways ;(.

I think I'll keep writing first person narrations in these story-bit-things because it's more interesting writing from the view of a different person each time. Here's one from a hopeful that falls in love.. very hard. You can make up/guess the rest :9.

What else now.. It is 3:22AM at this moment, I have run dry of live streams to watch, and my brother is next door talking on skype while he has brought a friend over. Why would you bring someone home at 2AM? D;; At least I'm not trying to sleep and it's not in my way.

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<PEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEW>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

My last week of summer will be spent silently mourning the death of freedom and youth (youth-freedom) by gaming and doing other unimportant things. I just checked my summer to-do list (this is a physical copy I wrote in my free-time) I wrote back in July here:

-Karaoke [SUMMER ACTIVITIES YAH? LOL]

-Beach [SUCCESSFUL!]

-Fireworks [nothing special about these really ;_;]

-Clean room [will never happen]

-Seriously play music [almost happens]

-Band meet-up [I don't know where the hell half of these guys went]

-Picnic [too much organizing]
-A lot more! [nothing else ;_;]
Pretty hopeful as it was written on July 24th. So far only the beach has been checked off. I don't know about seriously playing music but this whole month has been a joke and even if I did seriously play I don't remember it well enough. Time hasn't really passed in these 3 months as my room still looks like it did when I just got out of school. I'm a magic time traveller. Have I really been this busy? ^o^ hahhahahahahahahahahaha I must be popular then hahahahahahhahaha.

Whatta weak son'ovva bitch.

"Hey Christa! Where'd you go this summer? You didn't go on msn or post on facebook." "Huh? Um.. I... Didn't do anything." "......" "....Yep."

The conclusion to my back to school summer conversation with my honest classmates. WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY??!??! Recently, I've been getting too good/strong in this game, even the hard bosses like naked merman up there are really weak and get killed in like 10 hits. Kinda sad ;<.

More nonsense for tomorrow,

CYU.

Nostalgic Twist

Pokemon life. Ronery magnemite is ronery. Artist: Tanabata Suika

It had been 12 years since we found this cave. "Wow, it's seems smaller now that I think about it..." "Yeah? We called it a cave but it's just a space between some rocks really." We made our way through the two meters of rocky passage to see a dirty sheet of paper taped to the back-wall. "X" was all the paper read. The wave of nostalgia almost swept us off our feet. "This is it right?" "..Yeah" The memories we had buried together 12 years ago was right in front of us. "Alright, let's check this treasure box out."

12 DAYS UNTIL SCHOOL

Hey, hey Y'ALL.. *AHEM* Hi, today's theme was childhood memories & nostalgia. You know in grade 6 my friends and I actually had our own time capsule treasure box. We buried it by the big sakura tree (omg this is so cliche) at our elementary school and promised that open it in grade 10.. Turns out that my friends got too anxious in grade 8 and looked for it. Apparently, the box was empty and everything in it was gone :(. I remember putting something like a hairclip or eraser in there. It was fun.. Too bad some kids at the school probably dug it up and stole our shit ;(. 

"SIDE CHARACTER'S BACK-STORIES"

Here's some shit I found on my table. I bought the white eraser the other day because the cow one isn't reliable and I feel bad grinding away at it's face or udders :(. The dinosaur is a gift from Mexico.. It bobbles its head and hijacks planes. SHIT GUYS IT'S MY GENGAR FIGURE. Interesting story how I got it.. sorta. I was trick-or-treating one year and we came to this old lady's house. She said she didn't have any candy but brought out this whole tray of toys, shit it was nuts. There were bouncy balls and finger traps and mini-puzzles, all that shit that was awesome when you're like 12 or so. I saw gengar and it was the coolest shit so I picked it. I actually don't think I knew what it was back then, just that it was some pokemon or som'shit. Yeah. Side-character back stories here. Pick holder from my brother, I only have purple picks. The rest get lost ._. Purple is a MAGIC colour, yes? I only use the top one because it's THUH BEST.

That's the end of my back stories, please tune in for tomorrow, and I shall be discussing "setting back-stories and tearful character back-stories". It's a back-story season. Looking for excuses to test camera while I write. 2 birds with one stone! Going to wake up before 11AM tomorrow so I'll try my best not to sleep at 8 again. These days my bedtime is closer to 11AM rather than my wake-up time...

I made a cat. IT LOOKS LIKE A CAT RIGHT? EVEN MY MOM CAN TELL.
Besides my nice craftmanship, look at that delicous macro bokeh action. HNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnG. 

LATERS.

Summer Makes Me Introverted

Reflective sunset pics are the BEST!! Artist: Tetsu

I greeted the faceless people walking down the hall. We all came for the same reason, whether or not we gave a shit about this thing we were currently attending. "Ah, I'm sorry for your loss..Err." Smile and nod. I greet more faceless people down the hall and exit out the back door. Agh, this lighter was always iffy. I remember her face back then. It was raining and she forgot to bring an umbrella. "You need a new lighter right?" She always thought about others before herself. Inhale. We were bound by vows for 13 years. Exhale. How unlucky.


/BIG BREATH

13 DAYS UNTIL SCHOOL

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! My freedom will end in 13 days, and I'm starting to realize how badly I've spent it all. I wrote a story bit relating to the number 13. It was actually my mom who reminded me to start counting down ahahah.. And I don't know what compelled me to write in the point of view from a bitter middle-aged man who's wife had died, but I wrote from the POV of a meatball because I ate subway. Really... I'm going crazy. Summer makes me nuts and introverted. Was I always like this? Sometimes when I'm out all I can think about is going back home. Home is not just the place you live, it is your natural habitat, it is your ultimate comfort zone.. Maybe staying at home for so long has made me come to the conclusion that I would rather be there than outside. We'll see what happens when I get back to school.

Aside from this and asking my mom if she would support me if I became a shut-in (lol i'm not joking about saying it but joking about the thought itself, 'know what I mean?), I have just been watching live streams, gayming, reading more slam dunk, and watching music videos from the early 2000's.. That and my sleep time has shifted 2 hours down from 4AM to 6AM. 2 weeks before school, great...?! I'm magical so don't worry about me not being able to go back to waking up at 7AM 10 minutes before the 2nd school bell. Though I'll probably stay up until 7 before the first day of school because you know how nervous and excited I get over these things.

In other news>>I love reading about music artists during their early debut days, even pre-debut. It's so interesting with the singers that started out singing some hip-hopish pop song with all the back-up dancers and crop tops. Shit man, 2000's fashion was so awesome OLOLOL (BABY BLUE). Ah, I'm going to focus on my live streams now, until tomorrow~~

Tiny birds in doughnuts.. IF ONLY DOUGHNUTS CAME WITH TINY BIRDS!! Artist: Monoyuu

SEE YOU TOM.

Post-Dump: Adventures in No Where

MY SUMMER DEFINITELY LOOKED LIKE THIS. Artist: Cola

You know how I was so overjoyed and proud yesterday when I beat the big bosses?.. Turns out there was a last super boss. No worries though, took me 2 hours or so but I beat it ;_;. Playing sequel now. Uhhh what else, I washed my hair today and I ate Subway. It rained today and humid rain in summer always smells nice. Rain smells good. Kinda like night. I don't have anything else today so I wrote something for everybodies:


It's warm here. No, more like hot. It's really hot, I almost feel like I'm melting. What will become of us three brothers sitting tightly together? Are our last moments supposed to feel this comforting? Sometimes I wonder if this how we were destined to end up; packed like sardines in this cage and ready to be executed in front of everyone's eyes. I look up as I stand on the podium and stare at the bright light above me. Damn. It's really hot here and all I can think of is how terrible my last words are. Well after all, I'm just a meatball.


I don't know what I wrote, actually, I wrote all of this about an hour ago and... I'm 100x lazier than usual, here's for a garbage post!

Bye.

Day 7: Goodbyes, Tearful Stories, and Band Dreams

Reminds me of EVA... Sortof :9. Artist: K, Kanehira

Hi there!!! Uh, mm... My name? Er, my name isn't that important. Huh? Well if you insist, my name is Blog. I'm not that good with talking really.. Do you like to talk? I'm willing to listen. Oh, I'm not visual enough? Sorry.. I try my best with story telling and all that, erm, I guess you'd be better friends with Vlog..


Ladies and Gentlemen! There you have it...!! The 7th and hopefully last day of the great blog collapse. This time I wrote in the blog's perspective. Blog is this lame kid that likes old-man stuff and traditional media that no one chooses to put on their PE team :(. Vlog is the trendy kid that everyone claims to know. Yeah. One day I'll be put to so much shame because of this week of posts that I'll hide them away and they'll be known as the "lost years" just that 1 week is not 1 year and I'm not Shakespeare. Fine, I tried my best ok.



UNCHAIN- Across the Sky
This music can be best described as.. Sunshine. Probably. It's happy I guess, but sounds more warm. Just listen and you'll get it >_> lol.


So what'd I do today? NOTHI.. AGH, DON'T SAY IT!!! I DIDN'T JUST DO NOTHING. Actually, we(family) sent off my sister to the greyhound/train terminal so she could get on her flight from Seattle to Puerto Rico. It was a tearful goodbye. LOLJK! SHE'LL BE GONE FOR 2 WEEKS, GUESS WHAT THAT MEANS? SISTER'S GONE, PARTY'S ON! Naw, I'm joking :<. Funny thing is that once she gets back, my dad will be going to HK. Sister comes home, Dad leaves. Rofl.


Erm..WAIT WAIT. I'm not done for today. You know the band that I posted about (yes it's so rare that I talk about the band outside the paragraph :0!!), they met in middle school. And their lineup hasn't changed. Hoooolllyyy BOWELS! That's such a magical thing for a band. I love reading about this kinda band history stuff, especially when they got together back in highschool or something. And it's even more magical when they've been together all those years and pursued their band dreams. ;_; Now that's a tearful story.
AAAAAAAAAAND, CUT.
Yes, that's about all I have to say today. Here's a gayming picture:

That was nightmarish to edit. Probably because I only know how to use photoshop.. Which is hilarious because it's weird and difficult to use :(. I didn't printscreen anything today so here's what I've been doing recently. Slam dunk.... I ruined it.

Food porn! Save us from this monstrosity mediocrity! Thank god for pizza! Artist: Usatan

We will be returned to regular broadcasts as soon as possible

Cyu.

Day 6: If the Green Hornet were a Pony...

Resized to 490p because my blog is small like that :(. Artist: Imperial Boy

She pondered with an arm rested on the table, "What sort of topic should I cover today?" And spun around on the creaky blue office chair. "This is hopeless, I'll never write it in time," she sighed with DISMAY. Just then, from the corner of her eye, the tiniest green glow glittered. "Hm?? WHAT THE WHAT?" she exclaimed as she readjusted her glasses. There, standing on her windowsill, was a pony, just small enough to fit into your hand, and it was glowing brightly like the green hornet. "Child, I assume you have called upon me? What is it thou needs my help with?"


KABOOM! Day 6 of the great blog failures starts off with me narrating in 3rd person about myself getting blogging help from a magic glowing pony!! What the shit am I smoking?!?
I don't think this is ever going to end btw :(. Also that I am the best writer in the world. Probably better than the lady who wrote Twilight. Why, you ask?! Because she got her idea from some silly dream. ME? I thought of mine on the spot. HEH. I can conjure stories about glowing green ponies in a flash. A GREEN FLASH. PFT--HAAAAAAAHAHAHA.
AAAAAAAAAAND....
<SONG CUT>

Ling Tosite Sigure- AcoustiC
I think I've raved about this band somewhere in my entries before. This one's not their best song, but still pretty good n' interesting. Guitar riffs are always weird + screaming/whispering extra high male vocals. You know you love that shit as much as me ;).


Yesterday I said that I was going to get stuff for school, so yes I did. And I have nothing interesting to report on that because aside from the fact that malls during summer have their air-con turned up so high that I need to put a jacket on, there is nothing worth mentioning :(.
If I have so little to say, that means I've probably been doing nothing right? Yes, so true. Since I caught up to another anime series yet AGAIN.

Artist: Danke

Did some more gayming stuff.. *sigh* This is how I'll end my summer. AND I WILL BE PROUD OF IT. (Also read Slam Dunk.. A lot of it..) And watched a movie. Sheesh guys, I can already hear you saying "omg you're so late" :(. Get used to it, I'm late for everything D:. Movie releases, trendy electronics, first blocks in school, dentist appointments, EVERYTHING. Better late than..PFT...PREG..NA..NT..AHAHAHAHA. WRONG JOKE AT WRONG TIME. *AHEM* *COUGH* * RE-COMPOSURE*  Yeah. When you have so much free time the best thing to do is watch all those movies you missed and catch up on those popular tv shows. Everything else can be done at different times. You can listen to that new song while you do your work, or read that new book on the bus-ride, but movies and TV should be done in absolute free time at home. No one should be watching a movie on the bus. THAT IS JUST WRONG.

Glowing ape...

"Hey Christa, how was your summer? I went to Mexico!" "Oh, cool, yeah I did some travelling too." "Really? What'd you do?" "Idk, tackle apes and shit"

What else can I say to my honest classmates? No really, what else do I say. I need to come up with something impressive and believable :(.

Today was a short post with more pics. Pics are always good because make my post seem more substantial they prove that things happen and they are understandable even for penguins. *COUGH* Assuming that my viewers are all penguins. Aww~ is that why you guys can't send me heart-felt comments? :)

Food porn, food porn, wash away the horrible writing with your delicious-2d-ness. Artist: Granada

Will try my best for the sake of mediocrity tomorrow~!

Day 5: School has an Iron Fist

Just another day in Russia.. This is scenery porn. Artist: Arsenixc

Turn to page 108 please! We will be studying the period of "the blog depression", a part of Yeung's "blogging" that contained her darkest ponders. Here, we observe that she did lots of productive thinking and inventing that is thought highly of today and early workings of her future plans. Alright, class is over, be sure to read the next chapter and study up for the unit test!


So it continues.. Day 5 of blog-shit-worthlessness. Yeah, I have big plans for the future. I'm going to have biographies and history textbook chapters written about me. With captions and pics too. HAHAH. Oh god >_<.


Obligatory shuffle song:

Intronaut- Above
I sort of cheated because the first song that came on was 46+ minutes long. Shit, who has time to listen to that? I only listen to those epics during school tests XD. I really like this song/anything by this band. They do.. Progressive metal I guess? Post-metal? Both. Cool stuffs.


Now onto the real deal stuff. So I was going to take a nap (at 8pm..) when some back to school commercial came on. And it hit me. School's actually coming up, in 2 weeks. Back to school shopping is some ridiculous shit. They tell you to buy clothes and fancy electronics and stuffs, but you had all that summer time right? Surely you'd have done lots of shopping by then.. Or blew all your money. Nothing is limited to autumn anyways.. In my case, besides stuff like new binders or dividers I think I'm good. I'm going to Daiso tomorrow so maybe I'll take some eventful pictures.. I will end this blogging drought.
Actually there's no drought, the blogging well is never going to dry out because I'm going to scoop garbage and non-recyclables and stuff into it that isn't supposed to be inside a well.. Isn't my blog just a garbage can then? ;_; Valuables can be found in the garbage can too. Sometimes people slip their phones in the toilet by accident anyways.
W-What the what am I talking about.


Oh, back to the back to school topic; August, so far is less eventful than I had hoped. Last minute trips with friends were cancelled due to nonavailability and all that stuff. And with all this last minute wrap up stuff, I feel like in these 3 months I've already done all the things I needed to do. Perhaps.. Sure there's a lot more that I could've done but I feel quite satisfied with my summer right now. Maybe because I miss school? Or because I'm looking forward to the new things? Or even going back to my "regular" routine?..Maybe （　´_ゝ`）ー3.
(I need to get back to my job at school so I can get MONEY.)
School has us whipped. Whipped so hard that we know where we should be.. ALL THE TIME. Maybe it's just me :(. Or my mom always saying that students are meant to go to school.
In other news this game is so big and I can't believe it's just for GBA.

"Hey, Christa, how was summer?" "Uh.. Yeah, Good." "Cool, what'd you do?" "Idk, wrestle bears 'n stuff".

What else can I say to my honest classmates? HAHA.

This about concludes what I have to say today. I'm going to get back to my gayming now.

Obligatory food porn because of sad post. BEST. FOOD. IN. THE. WORLD. Artist: Usatan

See you tomorrow~

Day 4: I am Christa's Resilient Heart

Castle in the sky.. Not laputa though. Artist: Mochisuna

Hello! This is Christa's heart speaking! I've been working hard for 15 years! Can you believe it? No errors or stopping, nothing. I'm a good worker and she doesn't make me work to hard though.. This kid is so lazy, I don't even think exercise is part of her vocabulary :9~ I wish I had a summer vacation too..


Welcome to day 3 of blog delirium. Also known as, I-have-really-given-up-on-quality blogging. This time I have even less to say, so don't worry about having to read a wall of text that circulates around absolutely nothing. And here's the first song that came on shuffle:


The Fall of Troy- Oh, the Casino!
I don't like this song that much, but the shuffle is all knowing.
Yep, I've come to the point where I let some machinery made by drunk apes (come on, no objections on that right?) decide on which song to put up in my blog :(.
<SUPER-SMOOTH TRANSITION>
Hey guys, if there's one thing that we can all enjoy, it has to be comedy, right? No person in the world disagrees to the fact that comedy is nice.. In the right situations that is. I used to have this problem where I'd go overboard with jokes and humour in general. And then people got easily offended so I learned to tell better jokes find people who would appreciate my sense of humour. Darn party poopers. No, I'm joking though, the world is full of overly sensitive people that will crack at the mere mention of certain things.

VV Read below VV

Speaking of which In no relation to..., I just realized that MSN has this feature where you can only be offline to certain people. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?! Have we succumbed to such cowardly levels that we must hide ourselves to others? Yeah, very true. The options online are there because we can't have shields to protect ourselves from hardship and rejection in real life. I am exactly like this and I fully utilize these kinds of options. I don't want to talk to you so I'm going to block you, or I don't want to listen to what you say so I'm going to remove your facebook updates from my feed. For everything that we can't have in real life, we can make up for it somewhere else. In other words, this is my favourite feature of the interwebs. And since we're so reliant on technology, if no one replies to a tweet, wall post, or instant message they are DEAD. Dead in your eyes for an hour or so until they reply and you realize you'd already forgotten. Now only if real life was this convenient ;_;.
Gonna end this post before it crashes and a bursts into flames. Or I ramble to no end like yesterday :P.

Mont blanc food porn. THIS IS NOT PHOTOGRAPHY. Amazin' right? I want a mont blanc now :<
Artist: Granada

Laters, World.

Day 3: Romanticism, Happy Endings, and the Wings of Freedom

Self explanatory. Artist: Kazaana

Hey um.. It's kinda hard to say this but, we sorta have this communication problem. Like whatever I say isn't really coming out right. Well yeah, our relationship has always been a quantity over quality deal, but since we got back together recently I thought we could keep going at this for a few months or so. Yeah? Ok, let's shake hands and make up.


And so begins the 3rd day of my blog depression. Also known as delirious rambles of Christa. Shit man, I just had a talk with my blog. It's been rough. The start of my relationship with this blog in the beginning is fun and new and all that shit but after we open up to each other and nothing is really secretive it feels like we're missing the spark. That feeling when I look forward to coming home and blogging about how terrible my day is. Good day or bad, I make it terrible because no one actually likes happy endings. Happy endings are for hypocrites. We all honestly want to see the saddest possible cliche shit-situation so we can wallow in our self pity and lick each others wounds. Too much? Yeah, I thought so :P.
Been watching more animu shit because I have nothing to do. School should be coming in 2 weeks so that means the end of my boredom rambles and gayming shit but also the rebirth of tired complaints and lack of motivation in blogging.
I talked to my sister about high school and how teenage life is an important bit in the timeline: So we have all this time in the world right now to develop our personalities, hobbies, interests, and skills. Teenagers may not be as mold-able as younger children, but they are just as easily influenced because they're WE'RE, so sensitive to everything. This is why kids are so easy to trick :(. And so, if you like airplanes you should look into terrorism piloting! And if you like music and suck, shit, give it a try! Because in high school, even if you suck, you can't be THAT bad (someone will always suck more terribly than you (this actually also applies to real life)). If you really do genuinely suck, someone is always nice enough to hide you from the truth :).
<MOTIVATIONAL SEGMENT OF BLOG /END>
I feel like these blog posts are shorts at the beginning of pixar movies (minus the cuteness and "aww" factor) or newspaper funnies (without the funny bits :c). Just enough for you to get the gist, never enough to prove a full point. Kind of like my English papers OLOLOLOL AHAHAHA--JKAYS. When it comes to writing essays I milk so much (bull)shit out of my topic that it becomes a dried..up..um..cow..?
I hope that one day in the distant future when I become a famous writer (you know it ;D) my editors and fans will find these blog posts and realize how much of a horrible writer I am BIG STEP I have taken from my past. Oh the growth~ my writing started as cream and has curdled into aged cheese!
What's with me and the dairy references today ._.".
Also here's an ending song because the opening got cancelled today.

Pinback- Offline P.K.
Don't need to say much more because I don't post crappy music on my blog. You should have high expectations HEH! :9~


Shit, how did I shit out so much writing.. Productivity for non-productive posts is high on the scale today! Yay! Hooray! Now let's end this plague of uninspired writing! Alright?

OK, LET'S GO!

Thanks for reading until the end. It was painful so here's some food porn eyebleach.
2d food is magic. Artist: Granada

Try again tomorrow? :9
See you, guys.