A Young Person's Worries

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We are afraid of the future. We are afraid of the outcomes that we can barely foresee. So we choose to live day-by-day, focusing on what can be seen and done, the present. For me, future is a big deal, and maybe the most confusing part of me. Should I follow those childhood dreams that have always lingered back there or do what everyone wants? Whenever I think about my future I come to the conclusion that I'm young and have lots of time to think. But just how much more time do I have..? Feeling overly worried since I'm half through high school. This is nothing in life but a big deal for someone like me :(. Especially when you have those people who have careers that they've already decided and thought out. Where do you guys get the time to do that?? Pressure is tough in school too eh. When you're in an environment with so many people you run out of space to develop yourself and end up mashing into others. Now commencing self pity non-rant :(.
I thought of this after taking business.. Maybe I'm taking this to seriously, but I never thought twice about people joining a class like that with the intention of seeing it as a career eye-opener. I guess that's just how you feel in school since you take so many courses just because they seem fun or your friends are doing it. *COUGH* Anyways, there's nothing wrong with taking fun courses and doing that kinda stuff right now because future and adulthood aren't about fun :(. No fun and games, just work and stuff. When people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up I wouldn't say much, shrug it off and say that I'll think about it later. But whenever I do think about it, my conclusion has always been that as long as it's a job that I enjoy, it'll be a worthwhile one. Dear future-self, please have a career that you enjoy ;_;.
Enough for today, I've gotten so boring that I just go to my friends house to sleep and play with glasses :<. Too much napping today so I won't be able to sleep. DAMN THISSSSSSS......

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