Subconscious Crater

Nature stuff yup. Artist: Koyori

We are always trying to fill this empty space in ourselves. And we ask ourselves "when did that shallow dent turn into a gaping hole?" I think things don't exist until we pay attention to them. That person you like didn't exist before you started noticing them. Sadness and anger didn't exist either, until you paid attention to them. In that sense, if you don't think about something long enough, it disappears! No, I'm not saying that locking yourself up will make you forget about the universe and all its sorrows (though others will forget you ); ), but it's interesting how this works. That empty space that you've been trying to fill-in all of your life could have always felt like it was there since the beginning.. Or it could just be a temporary once in a while thing. You could be filling in the hole without knowing it, or trying to stuff whatever fits into it.
When you're absorbed in something you can't think about problems like that (and the hole disappears!). I wonder if that's how workaholics feel. Work yourself until you forget about your troubles, debt, depression, desires. This is getting kinda gloomy, eh? :( Just wanted to take some time off counting down school days. Pondering is easier done than story-telling too.
Here's some ED shuffle music:

Avishai Cohen- Calm
Good stuff. Serious music for serious post. The album Continuo (which the song is from) is his best album in my opinion :).

This is too cute for me to ignore ;_;. Artist: Kodama

See you tomorrow~