Solid colours.. Nice texture. Artist: 108 |
I'm always the last to post :9~ Went out today and did some catching up, thought of something I guess worth blogging: What is the best thing someone can say to you?
THINK ABOUT IT. I think the best thing someone can say isn't some general saying like "You're nice" or, "You're pretty", rather it tells you about yourself and.. makes you feel warm. Like the reason why this person is saying this to you because you've effected them. For me it would be something like "It's easy to talk to you" or "You understand me and I trust you". Lol I make it sound so stiff. But it's a good feeling to know that you have a certain connection with someone. And I really take pride in my listening!
Thought about this because I realized I don't have that many close friends ._. More casual friends? Acquaintances? I'm not good at talking so sometimes I just like to listen. When I listen it's nice to know that someone is willing to tell me. As long as I'm not in that spot where I hate being the middleman because people keep complaining about irrelevant shit or I'm sick of so many people pouring their feelings into me :<.
If I could define my life with 3 words one of them would be middleman, and one would be third-wheel. Socializing is tough and it doesn't make way for awkward people like me :(. I don't like hanging out in large groups either.. I dunno, no one feels as close with so many people.. I guess being close with 5-6 people for me is better than having 20. Sometimes you think with more people you'll ignore the loneliness. Loneliness is suffocating.. I swear, the more the people, the faster you'll get strangled to death.
Too light-hearted for a serious post?! DEAL WITH IT. If my tags don't have "sad" it's not sad :). Artist: No. 017 |
SEE YOU TOMORROW, WORLD!
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