Summer Makes Me Introverted

Reflective sunset pics are the BEST!! Artist: Tetsu

I greeted the faceless people walking down the hall. We all came for the same reason, whether or not we gave a shit about this thing we were currently attending. "Ah, I'm sorry for your loss..Err." Smile and nod. I greet more faceless people down the hall and exit out the back door. Agh, this lighter was always iffy. I remember her face back then. It was raining and she forgot to bring an umbrella. "You need a new lighter right?" She always thought about others before herself. Inhale. We were bound by vows for 13 years. Exhale. How unlucky.


/BIG BREATH

13 DAYS UNTIL SCHOOL

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! My freedom will end in 13 days, and I'm starting to realize how badly I've spent it all. I wrote a story bit relating to the number 13. It was actually my mom who reminded me to start counting down ahahah.. And I don't know what compelled me to write in the point of view from a bitter middle-aged man who's wife had died, but I wrote from the POV of a meatball because I ate subway. Really... I'm going crazy. Summer makes me nuts and introverted. Was I always like this? Sometimes when I'm out all I can think about is going back home. Home is not just the place you live, it is your natural habitat, it is your ultimate comfort zone.. Maybe staying at home for so long has made me come to the conclusion that I would rather be there than outside. We'll see what happens when I get back to school.

Aside from this and asking my mom if she would support me if I became a shut-in (lol i'm not joking about saying it but joking about the thought itself, 'know what I mean?), I have just been watching live streams, gayming, reading more slam dunk, and watching music videos from the early 2000's.. That and my sleep time has shifted 2 hours down from 4AM to 6AM. 2 weeks before school, great...?! I'm magical so don't worry about me not being able to go back to waking up at 7AM 10 minutes before the 2nd school bell. Though I'll probably stay up until 7 before the first day of school because you know how nervous and excited I get over these things.

In other news>>I love reading about music artists during their early debut days, even pre-debut. It's so interesting with the singers that started out singing some hip-hopish pop song with all the back-up dancers and crop tops. Shit man, 2000's fashion was so awesome OLOLOL (BABY BLUE). Ah, I'm going to focus on my live streams now, until tomorrow~~

Tiny birds in doughnuts.. IF ONLY DOUGHNUTS CAME WITH TINY BIRDS!! Artist: Monoyuu

SEE YOU TOM.